April 16, 2009

Appreciation

It’s pretty basic, I love my brother and my parents.. and I guess my sister more than life itself. They are my life. But the thing is, I’m not too sure if they feel the same way. I feel like I would jump in front of them if they were about to be shot but they would just scream and tell me to get out of the way. Well, no. My parents would do the same for me but my brother and sister? Yeah right. I feel like they don’t appreciate me as much as I appreciate and love them.

Today I called my brother a bad word for the first time in my life. I feel so horrible. I didn’t mean it, but then he screamed back at me using “fuck” and I very nearly cried right then and there. He is my little brother for crying out loud! Little brothers shouldn’t be using bad words… not until high school at least.

I’m terribly sorry for anyone who has to read this. I am waaaay too emotional right now.